Translation of "저한텐" in English

저한텐 정말 불가능한 일이었으니까요.

because I genuinely, like, am not capable of it.

그래서 열망하고 싶은 대상이 저한텐 없었어요.

So I felt like there is no one that I could aspire to be like.

저한텐 너무 가식적으로 느껴졌어요. 진정성이 없었죠

it didn't feel right to me, it didn't feel genuine, it didn't feel true.