Translation of "Restrained" in Finnish

I barely restrained myself from vomiting.

Töin tuskin pidättäydyin oksentamasta.

In adolescence, I hated life and was continually on the verge of suicide, from which, however, I was restrained by the desire to know more mathematics.

Nuoruudessani vihasin elämää ja olin toistuvasti itsemurhan partaalla, josta kuitenkin minut palautti himoni oppia lisää matematiikasta.