Translation of "Bulurdum" in English

Başkalarına karşı samimi davranmayı zor bulurdum.

- I found it difficult to be kind to others.
- It was hard for me to act pleasantly to others.

Iki farklı dünyamda da yolumu bir bukalemuna dönüşerek bulurdum.

I navigated my two worlds by becoming a chameleon.