Translation of "기분이었어요" in English

사실, 전 미친 약을 먹고 있는 것 같은 기분이었어요.

In fact, I felt like I was taking crazy pills.

‎저는 외부인이 된 기분이었어요 ‎자연 속으로 ‎들어가고 싶은 마음이 간절했죠 ‎"18년 후"

And I could feel I was outside. And I had this deep longing to be inside that world.